Saturday, September 16, 2006
9/16/2006 03:32:00 PM
WHaSey....
as usual...alos...
recomending songs to kids who want to listen to harcore rocking headbanging balls songs..
confined-As i Lay Dying
collision-As i Lay Dying
oh yah..elfy told me that she still held on to our memories..btw..elf's my ex..i was freaking shocked that my scrotum kecut..Actually its true our memories kept her alive..she looks more dead that alive in school...you cant blame me elfy..blame the fucker..
the way she said it to me hit me a question on my chinese-indian-indon-bugis head..
Why elfy's suffering from 'this' while i already moved on..?
then i realised that,i have gave so much for her,i gave her everything,love,comfort,warmth..everything..Sacrifices..Being treated like a Princess that i never done to any gerl..although she wasnt there to apologise nor console me when she flirt with syahrul..
but i was always there for her..from banglah incident to the late-day fight with my dad to protect your good name..thats why i dont feel anything cause i know i have done my job..
Have Y0u,Elfy..?
About the late-day fight..i won the fight with my dad..
during the depression times i realise music kept me alive..beside music was the daily dose of ************...doing stand up with my BLSS friends and My Percussion Section..And Ya my ultimate of book of 'freak me put with that joke bitch'..hahaha
rithe end here,,anything shove it up on the taggy..
So CLose No Matter How FAr
Could Mean Much More From The HEart
Whoever Trust Who We Are
And Nothing ELse MAtters